Sorry! This is an emo post *
A week holiday comes to the end. I'm feel don't want go back to Cyberjaya =(
I'm so tired, so stressful, is going to die.
I love and hate my bed. I get more than enough sleeping time because of it. When I want to start study, it will always make me lie on it and fall asleep. After I came back from Pulau Pangkor. I think 80% I spent my holiday on my bed! Sleeping, playing computer, watching movie and so on. Thanks to it, I get a more slim body shape! I want kill myself!
As what my elder sister say me, I became a 'otaku', living in my own world without communicate with anyone. It is quite true, I facing my laptop 24/7. I don't want to be 'otaku' but I don't know why, just feel lazy to move my ass off my bed and move my hand away from keyboard!
Honestly speaking, I really feel I'm a rubbish in this holiday! Done nothing except eat and sleep. My 1st semester of beta year final exam is very soon from now, actually I aim quite high on this exam, but with my lazy attitude in this holiday, I done nothing for the preparation for this exam. Am I enough time to finish all the thing within this two week before exam? Am I get what I want in this exam? Can I do well in this exam? Tons of question in my mind and it make me feel very stress. Sigh.
Finally decided to go Singapore for the Barcamp Singapore on this weekend, I not sure it is going to surprise / inspire me, but I quite look forward to it.
Many decisions we have to make in our life, I just hope that every decision I made didn't have the word 'regret' on behind.
Perhaps some things distracted you these holidays. Don't think it's too late - two weeks is plenty of times to prepare for finals.
ReplyDeleteSome decisions are permanent, some decisions you are forced to make when you are not yet ready. Don't spend too much time looking back. Who knows, sometimes you can change your mind.
But focus on being productive again!